So here it is, finished!
I thought this would came out a little better, but still :/ I can say my scanner sucks and that it is a bit better!
Anyway let me share you with you my story and why this drawing was important for me.
It may contain spoiler, you know what to do.
So, while playing Assassin's Creed 3 I found myself a little in Connor.
I have a similar relationship with my father.
I have never met him. I know who he is and everything but I have never met him.
He left my mother when he knew she was expecting me and he never ever asked anything about me.
I always say that I don't care much about it and a part of me really doesn't care.
But I'm starting to feel that I'm missing something.
I will never know what it's like to have a father that loves you. Even the words father or dad are weird to me.
But, still, I do not hate him. He's still my father, isn't he?
As time passes I know find it really hard to share my feelings, I'm scared that people will leave me again, forget about me.
This is the main reason why I wanted to draw those two. Connor doesn't trust his father, but I think that after all that happened he cannot hate him. He hoped that things could get better. I really hope for them to reunite and the end just broke my heart.
I'm sorry for this long description but since art is self expression I wanted to tell you a bit more about me and this drawing.
I hope you will like it even thought it is not as good as I hoped it would have been.